for once in my life, i cant fully find the words.  my mind is always running.  always thinking.  and its not slowing down.  all these mixed emotions and feelings.  a mixture of all the good stuff.  usually i never have trouble putting my feelings into words, yet right now i cant seem to.  i cant seem to find the right words, no matter how hard i try.

so this is for you, you know who you are...

i think you're amazing.  you know how to make me smile.  you know how to make me laugh.  you're always on my mind.  if i try to push you out of my thoughts, they come back a million times stronger.  you make the smile on my face grow stronger.  you make my heart beat faster.  you make me feel like i'm floating.  i honestly enjoy talking to you.  i feel like for once in my life, i'm truly understood by somebody.  you make me look forward to things in life.  i look forward to the future.  the future with a better me in it.  you make me yearn to be a better person.  a stronger person.  you make me really feel like it is okay to be myself.  your compliments linger in my mind, and swirl around in my brain.  you've done things for me that nobody has done for me before, and i feel truly special.  you saw how i was in the past, and how i am now.  and yet, you help me through my times of need.  you see the changes are for the better, and you help me feel like i'm doing things right in my life for the first time.  honestly, i cherish you from the bottom of my heart.  i am filled with things i haven't felt before.  everytime you tell me you love me, the butterflies in my stomach flutter.  this is the first time i've really felt like i could trust someone's feelings for me.  the first time i could feel like everything might be real.  you know my true colors, and you still care about me.  i don't even think i can describe everything you make me feel because there are no words that would even give any of it justice.  all i know is that this is what i've wanted and been looking for my whole life.  someone to laugh with.  to share my silly stories with.  someone to be my best friend.  someone who loves me for me.  and you do all that and more.

and this is what i believe love really could be.  so here is what i leave this with...

i fell for you, and truly do love you.  i dont know what i'd do without you.  thank you for being you, and thank you for giving me a chance.  thank you for being there for me.  thank you for making me feel special.  you are truly amazing, and my life is better because i know you.