so this song has been stuck in my head for days.  no, actually weeks.  i dunno.  i get in these cycles where this song is all that plays over and over in my head.

to me this is the perfect love song.  saying that you're willing to do whatever for that person.  you know that they're not perfect.  but you can't change how you feel about the person.  you fuck up.  the other person fucks up.  it can tear you apart.  but if you know that person is the one, you will do whatever you can to keep it together.  or atleast as much as one can.

i dunno.  maybe its wishful thinking that love can be like this.  but either way, i want this.  this unconditional love.  i've spent my whole life looking for it.  i have watched others obtain it.  i'm ready for it to be my turn.  so right now i'm holding on to my glimmer of hope that i've found that, and putting all of my trust into it.  i feel like this could be it.  so i'm holding on as tight as i can.

this song puts so much of what i feel into words, and i'd give anything i could to make this work.