What is the big picture?  I don't think its even really comprehendible.  As each day goes by, a new picture is painted in my mind.  What is it that my future is bringing to me?  I have all of a sudden been set on this path where I can see happiness at the end.  Where I can see a future.  The paint is swirling on the canvas in the brightest colors imaginable.  And as the sun shines through the window, I don't see in black and white anymore.  It washes away the darkness and a smile arises on my face.  Not because the darkness is gone, but because I've lived to step another day closer to the big picture of the future that was painted.