i wanna disappear...

i really feel like a prisoner of my own life sometimes.  like i'm stuck in a sound-proof room and i'm pounding and screaming, just wanting to get out.  i feel so trapped.  so alone.  so lost.  i just wanna start over.  clean slate.  where nobody knows me or my past.  i wanna feel like i'm worth something.

but at the end of the day...i just wanna disappear....

...yeah.